Showing posts with label Crystal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Crystal. Show all posts

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Yesterday was Crystal's birthday


This week was really a pretty tough week for me. It just proved how much these little dogs are really a part of me.


Crystal would have been 11 years old yesterday.


I miss you Little Missy. I love you. I can't wait until the day comes when we meet at the bridge and I can hold you in my arms again.


It still hurts like hell every time I think about Crystal being gone.


I was going through some pictures last night and found the one shown here. This was taken July 18, 2006 at 6:43pm. My gardener had just finished doing the yard. I thought I'd go out and take a picture or two before the dogs drug all their toys back out.


Anyway if you look closely at the picture - there is Crystal - evaluating Aurelio's work.


The yard was Crystal's kingdom. She loved to lay on the stone patio but she adored standing at the fence line looking through what is a crack in the masonry, and barking at the dogs in the next yard. And barking! And barking! If Crystal wasn't in the house she was out at the fence or patiently waiting on the patio for her buddy next door to come out and play. In the blazing summer heat she would lay at the patio door on the cool tile in air conditioned comfort patiently waiting for the sun to cross over the yard so she could go back outside and do what she loved to do most. Bark at the neighbor! She would be out there until nightfall some evenings in the summer. Laying, lounging, chasing, resting, rinse, repeat. And the neighbors never complained.


After Crystal was gone, one of the neighbors was out and asked where she was. She noticed the familiar happy bark was gone. I told them Crystal had gone on ahead. They expressed their condolences and then laughed about how she loved her yard so much.


I miss you baby girl. There will always be a place in every backyard I will every have for you to run in spirit. Rest in peace.


Pictured above is Lady Crystalline of Foxhollow in her kingdom within Phoenix.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Five Generations


This week has been so hard for me. Learning that my little Crystal is dying has tragically rocked my world. The hardest part is facing the choice of choosing to not put her through surgery and chemo and ultimately not knowing when her last breath will come. So instead of focusing on this, I am trying to make her final days happy and comfortable. I see her smile when she is outdoors - her favorite room of the house here. She lays on the patio overlooking the yard, just daring those birds to stop by so she can run and give chase. Seeing her this happy makes me smile. It seems she's got some good times left yet.


Today one of my co-workers came over with her daughter and they helped me take pictures of Crystal and her legacy - five generations. I am blessed with a part of her being passed down to each of these wonderful reminders of what a Shih Tzu should be. And it all started with Crystal.


Today reminded me of all that I have even though I feel great loss on the horizon.
Shown above is Crystal with her daughter Iris, her grand-son Magic, her great grand-daughter Violet and her great great grand-son Tuxedo.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Crystal


Today I learned that my Crystal - truly my foundation bitch - has what is most likely a malignant mass in her abdomen. I have cried rivers of tears. My heart aches.


My goal is to keep her happy and painfree as long as I can. No heroics. I want her to know she is loved. And I want her to travel to the angels and the bridge peacefully.


This is the part about breeding dogs that really stinks. No matter how long they live, it is never long enough.